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Wow, I had entirely forgotten how great it can be to be "comfortably numb". Yes yes, according to PSY 215: Drugs & Dependence, this is the fastest way to become an alcoholic, but hey. A GOOD 5 glasses of something once a week hasn't hurt anyone so far. It diverts away from the pain, the loneliness and fills the void just beautifully. One can sleep just fine without thinking about THINGS (i.e.: TDH). It's really weird. I have somehow lost all my confidence and can totally picture a C on my final result thing. Furthermore, once that is going to happen, I can also see me not continuing on my studies. For some reason I have this total low point right now. - Yes I am fully aware that I have been blogging about this a lot lately, but this is somehow all I fight with these days: void & lack of motivation. In turn that kind of bugs me, but not really, because I totally haven't seen this side of me in at least 5 years. SEE people this is why I said, DON'T GET INVOLVED. It doesn't help your studies. Although it certainly does contribute to the personal development, since that does exist besides the constant education. Anyway ... sleepy and intoxicated talk needs to finish now.

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Van Morrison: Blue & Green