Praying

Exam = 1.5 days away. The study that I have been doing over the last week seems to slowly merge together into quite ok exam essays I think (the exam consists of 3 essays - 1 compulsory + choose another 2 out of 5 questions, open book, 3 hours).

I am writing out the essays word for word so that when I am in the exam all I have to do is copy my (hopefully well thought-out) essays and don't need to really think. These essays are going to be long so dear left hand, I am sorry for the work I will ask you to do. 1) We kind of have been given the questions, 2) individually my lecturer hinted at things and 3) after listening to what my lecturer had to say, my tutors hints all fell into place, so I am expecting and praying that those questions will be on the exam. I highly doubt our lecturer would have lied to us (since lying to students really isn't the idea afterall) but you never know. 

My preparation has been very thorough, but VERY focused. I am able to write on these 4 questions. That's it. I am only taking this risk of preparing for only this certain set of questions because I am absolutely certain that these questions are going to be on the exam. This is the first time I am preparing for any exam the way I am doing it right now. I am quite excited really, because it is a very different direction from my usual style ... If it works out I will be quite excited for having come close to Mr. Bubbles working style. Time and time again I have admired Mr. Bubbles for studying the way I am studying right now and how it enables him to manipulate information in a critical way. If I achieve that, I will definitely be proud of myself, as I would have achieved a skill that I have wanted to acquire for a while now. Can't wait. *yay*

Anyway, I am praying, just praying. This exam is worth 50% of my total grade and the lecturer has quite solid expectations, so I'm praying. Yup, praying.

Wish me luck. 

Wednesday, 12:30pm and I will be a graduate student.