Today was the most BORING day I have had in the longest longest time! Somehow this is all odd. I am never this bored anywhere else. Even when I was younger I only ever felt the feeling of heavily saturating boredom in Germany. I wonder why that is. It's boredom to the extend of not wanting to eat, blog, play, watch TV, be online, talk ... literally be bored to death! It's insane. I'm happy this day is over. I shall concentrate on being artsy now and complete the painting I have been working on for my mother. Once I gave it to her, I will take a picture and pop in my blog.
My New Year's party went much much better than expected. I usually feel depressed by the high expectations around New Year parties that I end up having a shit time. This year we were invited to one of Dad's old highschool friends and he has a lot of Iranian connections, so we were surrounded by Iranians and it was great. It made me miss India HEAPS! The music and the food and culture and dances and what not. Westerners are just weird. I must have been an Indian in my past life. Funnily enough this makes me want to take up belly dance lessons again. Maybe I should go for it one day.
As for the very popular New Year's resolutions, I must agree with my fellow blogger, don't put off changes you want to make until the new year, what makes you change then if you can't change throughout the year? We usually want to change bad habits. And these bad habits are habits for a reason, because one can't get rid of them easily. Sooo, bottomline among all this blabber: I don't make new year's resolutions, because I feel that if I need to change I will change when I need to change or try to keep in mind that whatever it is I want to change will take a lot of dedication and hard work to get to it instead of making New Year's resolutions and then feel overwhelmed by my expecations, not stick to them and then feel guilty for failing.
My New Year's party went much much better than expected. I usually feel depressed by the high expectations around New Year parties that I end up having a shit time. This year we were invited to one of Dad's old highschool friends and he has a lot of Iranian connections, so we were surrounded by Iranians and it was great. It made me miss India HEAPS! The music and the food and culture and dances and what not. Westerners are just weird. I must have been an Indian in my past life. Funnily enough this makes me want to take up belly dance lessons again. Maybe I should go for it one day.
As for the very popular New Year's resolutions, I must agree with my fellow blogger, don't put off changes you want to make until the new year, what makes you change then if you can't change throughout the year? We usually want to change bad habits. And these bad habits are habits for a reason, because one can't get rid of them easily. Sooo, bottomline among all this blabber: I don't make new year's resolutions, because I feel that if I need to change I will change when I need to change or try to keep in mind that whatever it is I want to change will take a lot of dedication and hard work to get to it instead of making New Year's resolutions and then feel overwhelmed by my expecations, not stick to them and then feel guilty for failing.
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