*sigh* ... Results are out. It's always the same process. The excitement builds up as the day of the exam result release comes closer, the anticipation grows and the anxious thoughts increasingly rage in my head. The day comes, I receive a message (which almost always hits me like a bomb, followed by a nervous explosion) from one of my friends to tell me that exams results are out. Being the person I have become over the past years, I run to the nearest computer, so nervous that the heart beat - that has now reached my throat and apparently my fingers too, prevents me from typing my username and password to access the exam results accurately, thus I login over and over again until student number and password match, which naturally just elongates the process. But whatever. It is those seconds, that I work so hard for, for the rest of the semester. The rush, the excitement, the stress that I put myself through for long and dies down within seconds. The page finally uploads, ... the background colors, ... the header, ... the sidebar ... and finally ... the results. For all I know, I stop breathing and just stare at the results for a good 15 seconds, followed by outrage. Why should it be any different this semester? It shouldn't and it certainly wasn't. Except that this semester, the hole I usually dig that I want to fall into after receiving my results, was a whole lot deeper.
Thank you!
P.S.: I know I know and I'm sure everybody knows, but R.I.P. Michael Jackson.
[Tune ... dedicated to: No other but himself, Michael Jackson]
Michael Jackson: Ben
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