IIIIIII cannot believe this. IIIIIIIII am so happy. IIIIIIIIII am so happy. IIIIIIIIIII cannot believe this. IIIIIIIII feel good. Exam results? BUH-RING it OAN! Even if this means that I need to go through my semesterly rollercoaster when the page loads just before I am checking my grades (as I had described in my Blog post last semester).
The entire semester long, whenever I am super stressed, half of the time people aren't even paying attention to what I am stressing about, but instead are always like "awwww, you get good grades anywaaayyyy", when in fact I don't. It annoys me. Don't shower me with some random generic answer, just to "make me feel better" and make me stop bugging you. YES I DON'T ALWAYS get good grades and believe it or not, I go though the same pressures everyone else goes through with assignments. ACCEPT IT! When I do get a good grade and that too very unexpectedly, I am happy about it.
Obviously I come up with 500 reasons as to why this grade is NOT appropriate and fake and in reality my assignment is below my and didn't deserve the grade it got, but nonetheless I am happy. This semester I have received 2 grades, where I would have expected a MUCH lower grade, but got a grade that I just can't believe I got. It's funny. I can't believe it, it doesn't make sense, I have a conflicting conscience that comes up with 500 reasons why this grade is unjust, then decide the grade is too low and could have been higher, when at the same time I am annoyed that it is high, because in reality it is fake. Confusing? Yes! Confusing. But it's ok. *hysterical giggle* I suppose I got the grade I deserved.
It is especially so incredibly confusing, because I had a terrible semester and I had to shift houses when I didn't want to, I got a new job, because I had to, my bf is gone with the wind and we won't be reunited until another 32 days, and here I stand, and I did better than during any other semester. I mean. SERIOUSLY? ... Is it really just all about determination as I always say? I'm guessing it is. Life is bizarre. But I like it.
[Tune ... dedicated to all those who see determination as their determination]
Bill Conti: Gonna Fly Now
The entire semester long, whenever I am super stressed, half of the time people aren't even paying attention to what I am stressing about, but instead are always like "awwww, you get good grades anywaaayyyy", when in fact I don't. It annoys me. Don't shower me with some random generic answer, just to "make me feel better" and make me stop bugging you. YES I DON'T ALWAYS get good grades and believe it or not, I go though the same pressures everyone else goes through with assignments. ACCEPT IT! When I do get a good grade and that too very unexpectedly, I am happy about it.
Obviously I come up with 500 reasons as to why this grade is NOT appropriate and fake and in reality my assignment is below my and didn't deserve the grade it got, but nonetheless I am happy. This semester I have received 2 grades, where I would have expected a MUCH lower grade, but got a grade that I just can't believe I got. It's funny. I can't believe it, it doesn't make sense, I have a conflicting conscience that comes up with 500 reasons why this grade is unjust, then decide the grade is too low and could have been higher, when at the same time I am annoyed that it is high, because in reality it is fake. Confusing? Yes! Confusing. But it's ok. *hysterical giggle* I suppose I got the grade I deserved.
It is especially so incredibly confusing, because I had a terrible semester and I had to shift houses when I didn't want to, I got a new job, because I had to, my bf is gone with the wind and we won't be reunited until another 32 days, and here I stand, and I did better than during any other semester. I mean. SERIOUSLY? ... Is it really just all about determination as I always say? I'm guessing it is. Life is bizarre. But I like it.
[Tune ... dedicated to all those who see determination as their determination]
Bill Conti: Gonna Fly Now
... you only have one life, don't waste it thinking about the things you could have done! DO THEM! MAKE THEM HAPPEN!
Secret fact #834: This is the song I will play in my head on the day of my very successful bachelor with honors graduation.
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